Let your joy scream across the pain.
Some sex and porn addicts experience the opposite of withdrawal in early recovery. This is known as the honeymoon or the pink cloud. These lucky individuals find that when they embark on the path of healing, they suddenly lose all desire to act out. They are fascinated by the insight they are developing and thrilled to have finally found a solution to their deepest problem. This temporary phase of early recovery is great while it lasts. However, sex and porn addicts who are ‘riding the pink cloud’ should be aware that their desire to act out will return, and it may be stronger than ever when it does. If this eventuality is not anticipated and prepared for, it is easy to either relapse or to think that something has gone wrong in the healing process. In reality, there is no need for relapse, and nothing is amiss with recovery. This is a normal part of the process; the addict is simply experiencing a delayed form of withdrawal.
Task for Today
Create a plan for handling emotional adversity while staying sober. Discuss this plan with your therapist or sponsor, asking for suggestions.